The good, the bad, the ugly & the good!

9 days left to the year of 2011! I am still here, in Ottawa! So many things changed since last year… so many things…

We started this year staring into each other’s eyes, exchanging ‘I love you’ and ‘Happy New Year’. What a happy time! I didn’t want that moment to end. I didn’t want that love to end. We were both madly in love. Love was beautiful. Loving you was a comfort. I felt secure. But… but it all ended. Loving you is painful now. You are just a memory now. It’s as if you never existed. This will be the last time I’m writing about you. I did everything in my power to make it work, even after I left you; however, … I am just tired of giving while not getting anything back. Happy New Year, my old love! I will always love you, always! Let’s forgive, forget & move on with our lives.

I am feeling extremely happy. I am extremely pleased with my life. And this is the first time ever I feel this way. 2010 started wonderful, different setting, but it was wonderful. Then it got bad and then ugly. However, it all changed at the end. I’m ending the year of 2010 with many achievements. 2010 was a year of schooling. So many things I learned about myself, life, love, etc. It was the year of the good, the bad, the ugly & the good.

Goodbye, 2010! Hello, 2011! Life is beautiful! Life is meaningful again. There’s light at the end of this tunnel. And I’m looking forward to seeing what’s awaiting me.